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Sunday, January 8, 2012

What now?

I just want someone to tell what the right answer is.  I am tired of trying to figure it out. 

The reality is that it is highly unlikely that I will ever get pregnant on my own.  (I know, everyone knows someone who did and that would be great.  If you feel compelled to share this story with me, DON'T!)

So I'm left with medically induced assistance. 

Pros:  may become pregnant with a healthy pregnancy and have that second child that I dream about and wish for often

Cons:  very expensive, painful (literally), time consuming (mentally and physically), high chance of miscarriage, might not work

From a rational, no emotion point of view, the cons clearly outweigh the pros.  Except that pro is what I have always wanted. 

So, we most likely will jump back on the proverbial horse and open ourselves up to the possibility of extreme hurt for that slight chance of success. 

I am a mom, I've done this before and for me yes, it is really worth it for me. 

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